Meh. That’s the word of this moment. Meh. I took off last week and now I am back at work. I absolutely love what I do, but it’s also really stressful at times. I would love to take a month sabbatical from my job, but alas, I cannot. I know you’re picking up what I am putting down here. By the way, if you couldn’t tell I have no idea what comma rules are anymore. They are in my brain somewhere along with my memory of what all the state capitols are. Anyway… I didn’t bring any oracle cards with me today, but I do have this cute little deck I got at Five Below called “Affirmation Cards”. They have a panda dancing under a rainbow on the front whilst juggling stars.

If I’m honest I am not inspired to write this today, but I think it’s ok to write even when you are feeling meh. Even if the writing doesn’t even help my meh-ness, then I can still just sit here and feel my feelings. There is value in that.

So, on to the card. The message is simple..”Today I am loved. Today I will know in my heart that I deserve love and respect.” Don’t we all need to hear that? I was just exploring the other day with someone the idea that sometimes it can be annoying to hear people say only positive things to us. “You’re so amazing and I am proud of all of your accomplishments!” Hang in here with me. My ADHD takes the long way around to get to a point sometimes, but we will get there. Some people hear positive things all the time about themselves and that can be really annoying? Know why? Well, because we aren’t always rainbow and sunshine. Sometimes we are meh..sometimes we are mean, sometimes we are sick, sometimes we are grouchy. Aren’t we lovable then too? Maybe not likable at times, but lovable.

So, that’s it for today. Still love reading my blog even though it’s not that likable today?