Today has been pretty good. I feel happy. I have been working on lowering my stress by drinking a lot of water, going to bed earlier, walking and eating a lot of protein because I am a woman of that age. Now, don’t get me wrong…I still want my half and half tea with lemon. The weather here is weirdly warm for February, so I have taken advantage and gotten out to walk several times today. What a mood boost! I feel like I am entering this phase in my life, the crone stage. I think that’s the stage that I am thinking of where I can go walk barefoot in a field next to a school where parents are sitting in carpool line t ground myself and not care what they think. Being of a certain age is lovely, especially when you finally realize that you just need to take care of yourself because you are living in this body for the rest of your life.

So, I drew from Yasmin Boland’s deck again mostly because they were handy. I do love this deck though. It’s so beautiful, but I am still a mom who has to run out the door in the morning to get her kids to school and sometimes I don’t have time to slowly discern which deck I should take.

Today, I just asked for a general message for the day and I got Disseminating moon. Sometimes, you don’t exactly align with the card you pull, but I am going to let it marinate. The message on this pleasingly blue card with evergreen trees at the bottom is “I am where I am and it’s ok” – so funny because I just said that I didn’t exactly align with the meaning, but just as I was typing this I see that I do. I am relaxing into who I am. I am taking better care of my body. I am learning that I have to pay attention to my body’s signals and in a way that I never have before. “Share your wisdom with someone else” Lol…you’re welcome. Thank you.