New Moon Eclipse!

fjslkfjslkjfdgj ortoi rjorgr =lglkr gkr ng kneklrnflk…… That’s what my brain looks like this morning. I am writing this blog on top of trying to get ready for work after arriving here after a frenzy and slapping a little powder on my face. Can I do both? We shall see. I have so many things on the horizon and am fighting myself so hard. I know that I am ready for some powerful change, but ggggoooooodddddnnnnesssss gracious COULD THIS BEEEEEE ANY HARDER?? Why do I have to struggle so hard against no one else but me? Why???????

So today, my friends I just opened my bag and looked to see if I had brought any oracle cards with me to my office. Thankfully, I did. How lazy can I actually make this? So, I opened the box and see that I do indeed have cards! Yay! Moonology cards. These beautiful cards by Yasmin Boland always soothe me. I, just as lazy as I could opened the box and realized that past me had JUST the help I needed here. I had pulled a card from who knows how long ago in the past. The card was “New Moon Eclipse” “Expect Powerful Change”. What’s funny about that is that just this morning (I am now eating lunch and typing this) I was practicing in the Akashic Record and asking about my blocks for the future.Do you know what the Akasha had to say? Consistency….This is how you will break old patterns, by constantly making it a priority to do so. So, what did I do? I had a break in my schedule, so I took a walk to get my lunch and talked to my husband along the way on the phone about our dysfunctional patterns. I could have driven, but I know I need a walk everyday. There is so much here about how my old patterns are to be scattered like I was this morning and how you can’t just let a new moon do all the work for you. Ugh…why not??? Well, Jenny. because if you want change you have to do it yourself with a little help from the moon, the Akasha, friends, family and colleagues. I have to ask for help?? I have to take that help and do something with it myself? *Slaps forehead and groans.*

Anyway…the card…

New Moon Eclipse- Sometimes I am just in awe at how perfect some of these card pulls are. I am currently struggling hardcore with myself about new things that I am offering at work. I have it all planned (well, as planned as I ever do anything) and ready to go and I am hesitating. Do you want to know what this card has the audacity to say to me?? “If you want affirmation that you can achieve your dreams and get the desired outcome in the situation you are asking about, then this is it.”

Additional meanings to this card: “Yes, a thousand times yes!” Eye roll emoji. Smack head emoji. tears emoji. heart emoji. hug myself emoji. hug you emoji, because I know you are out there reading this too and you may need a real or virtual hug too.

….”it’s a powerful affirmation of positive turnarounds’

I hope that if you read this blog today it gave you some validation, affirmation and a green light of go ahead. I’ll be back again soon doing this thing..starting and restarting over and over.