December 12^th Oracle Card

Today was a short/long day. It was short because I only had four clients, but it was long because I woke up at 4:30am with anxiety and lots on my mind. I had a hard time being as present as I would have liked to be for people, but still tried my hardest. Even if I don’t do any physical labor, it is a job that requires a lot of mental fortitude. There’s many of thoughts and feelings about the future how I will pull of the things that I have planned. I am trying to spend some time thinking about the inner critic and how it will always be with me. I will always bring along that biologically installed nay-sayer to anything that I do. I might as well grow to love her somehow.

Anyhow…on to the card pull of the day. Recently, I was in a group call where the leader of the group had a card deck that I immediately knew I must get. It’s called the Gateway of Light Activation deck. It’s a Kyle Gray deck and I absolutely love the other decks I have by him. The information is rich and like his other decks he has partnered with an artist that does excellent work. 

I haven’t really played with this deck much, so I need to pull out the card book and read. Let’s see….

The card is Star Gathering: Stars aligned. Remembering home. Soul family. Oh, that feels so good to think about having a family that holds you close and understands you on a soul level.

Ok, so I wrote the above sentence before I read the meaning of the card. The description in the book is very close to what I felt when I looked at the card. “The stars have aligned; you have found the lost pieces of yourself and your energy and now it’s time for your star to shine.

Just when you think that you are all alone with your inner critic, you realize that you also have a soul family.